simples

I kissed someone and it made me happy. I'd like to do it again. Simples.

They deserve it.

Ive just read someone elses blog on here and it is truly selfless and lovely. I found myself genuinely smiling at their achievements and their experiences. I am so glad they are happy and have found success. They deserve it.

I strive to be like them.
Love xx

I want to be here.

This was a moment of clarity, of complete nothingness, I was where I was, doing what I was doing. Being who I was. Nothing else mattered here.
If I could be anywhere right now it would be here...

always looking on the bright side of like aint always easy.

I try my best to be positive when around other people, I know I winge on here alot and esecially on my facebook statuses but I always make an effort to be positive around others. I believe you can lead by example, so when someone comes to me and tells me they are feeling shit, or something isnt going right I try to be upbeat and find the positives. Often I tell people to get a grip and to look at things in perspective, I wish I could listen to a bit of my own advice. I need a good talking to. I'm finding it hard to smile at the moment, everything seems to be getting me down, it isnt just one thing.
I look at all the amazing things that people are doing with their lives and I find it hard to justify my time at uni and the time I spend at work. I want to be about in the world experiencing all the things that are on offer, I want to get drunk and end up sleeping in my car or book a holiday to some cheesey resort with a few mates. I want to go camping on the coast or catch the train to birmingham to spend sometime with my old friends at the German Market, but I have no time, Uni and Work eat it all up. I am learning so much at uni and I love every moment of it (well nearly) but I just wish there were more hours in the day! As for work: without work there would be no uni, so its all a vicious circle. Can you believe that the other day I had to take a day off work just to do some uni work! and to top it off that day come off my holiday time. grrr, its so frustrating.
I write these blogs knowing that in a years time I will read these back and realise how trivial my complaints were. I do it for that.

I love you all. xx

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I miss you, even though I see you every so often I miss you.
I miss just talking to you. If I could I would talk to you all the time, but you are busy, I'm busy, and I dont want to bug you with chit-chat.

Another time. x