I try my best to be positive when around other people, I know I winge on here alot and esecially on my facebook statuses but I always make an effort to be positive around others. I believe you can lead by example, so when someone comes to me and tells me they are feeling shit, or something isnt going right I try to be upbeat and find the positives. Often I tell people to get a grip and to look at things in perspective, I wish I could listen to a bit of my own advice. I need a good talking to. I'm finding it hard to smile at the moment, everything seems to be getting me down, it isnt just one thing.
I look at all the amazing things that people are doing with their lives and I find it hard to justify my time at uni and the time I spend at work. I want to be about in the world experiencing all the things that are on offer, I want to get drunk and end up sleeping in my car or book a holiday to some cheesey resort with a few mates. I want to go camping on the coast or catch the train to birmingham to spend sometime with my old friends at the German Market, but I have no time, Uni and Work eat it all up. I am learning so much at uni and I love every moment of it (well nearly) but I just wish there were more hours in the day! As for work: without work there would be no uni, so its all a vicious circle. Can you believe that the other day I had to take a day off work just to do some uni work! and to top it off that day come off my holiday time. grrr, its so frustrating.
I write these blogs knowing that in a years time I will read these back and realise how trivial my complaints were. I do it for that.
I love you all. xx
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