Everyone has a certain person in their life that will constantly disappoint them. I am no fool and realise who the person in my life is, nevertheless, I am truly dissappointed each time. I wouldnt normally mention it, but this person did it again last night. Its been playing on my mind, and therE is nothing I can do about it; short of publicly humilating them with a few slaps around the face and a browraising "PULL YOURSELF TOGETHER MAN!"
So, I've been trying really hard to lose weight, and I have been, so far its just over a stone. Not much. But enough. Enough to give me that tictaccy "refreshing little lift" when I wake up each morning and look in the mirror. I'm keeping at it of course. I am currently a size 14 and whilst this is a size under the average for women of the U.K. I am aiming for a 12, I want to push myself and see how far I can go. Not in a bad way, in a way that makes me feel empowered and in control of myself again. I feel attractive for the first time in a long while. :)
Recently another friend of mine was let down, but this time not by a friend of hers, but her job. She had aspirations of getting a house with her boyfriend and moving up the ladder but was forced out of her job due to lack of money. No one else was better at her job than her. She was outstanding where others we satisfactory. So I ask what has this world come to? To kick a teacher (for that is what she is) that is outstanding at teaching children out of her job whilst allowing the teacher who is "satifactory" to teach it. It is mad! I was so angry for her. Anyways, she is sucessfull and her outstandingness paid off as she has been given another teaching job faster than you can say 'muff.' She will succeed in all she does because she works hard and is destine for great things. Still, it goes to prove how unstable all our lives are as we rely on money and employment.
I have eaten far too much chocolate, but I have loved every second of it. :D NOM!
over and out. xxx
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