Not alot.

Tomorrow I have yet more tests to be done at hospital. They scare me. I know I need them done, but I really truly do not like needles, let alone big ones designed to remove tissue. Never mind, I shall just have to man up.

Speaking of men... Dr Who was a super emotional lovey dovey one this week. Had me bawling. Got me all broody and feeling ready to settle down. Unusually I don't really have much against any particualr man that I want to say atm, I have no gripes about a particular one this time. No one has promised me anything and I'm not waiting on anyone. I do however feel the need to wail about the general lack of men who are remotely interested in me. Haha. I feel perhaps it is my fault that I dont socialise enough to meet one (this is what im told anyhow) but why can't someone whom I click with just fall out of the sky??? Part of me longs for some companionship, the other realises that it will happen in due time and one just has to be patient. I gave up searching a while back, still I'd just like to put it out there that I havent lost all hope and that it would be quite nice to have someone to share things with. Im not asking to fall head over heels or even be swept off my feet; but a little something/someone to keep me from reaching the breaches of suicidal threats and drunken wailings would be lovely.

On top of the emotional strains that come with bearing witness to the merging of time streams and the inability of the Tardis being able to cope with a parodox of the one and only (or maybe not) Amy Pond; I am shattered. My body has started to give up on me. The usual chest infection is hovering ominously over my head and a real sexy cold voice has taken residence. Time is not long enough and I have to squeeze everything into a brief period. It makes me ill: But until I myself have a Tardis I shall have to cope. In the last 2 days I have; worked Vanfest at the Three Counties Showground selling side bars and rock and roll beds, Travelled to Bristol, Travelled to Bedford, rehearsed for a band show, Competed, Won, Travelled back to Bristol, travelled back to Malvern, completed a full day of work placement with Vamos and now Im just about ready to collapse.

Im so tired im writing complete twaddle.

I bid you goodnight. xx