I'm addicted to facebook and not in the good way. It appears to be so much a part of my life that I check it religiously and await the little red light that blinks on my phone to tell me I have a notification. I'm pretty sure I'm not alone in this but I am beyond proud of it.
Why should I live my life waiting for some virtual attention. Why should I have to monitor my feelings and sensor what I say over the internet for fear of what people will think of me whebi put something that may make me seem desperate or too overly depressed. The fact of the matter is we now use facebook to identify and express our feelings and emotions. Right now I want to write how I feel on facebook so the guy it is about see's it and questions it, feels guilty about it, notices me. I feel it is safer to broadcast it to over 400 people rather than confront him face to face. Its all backwards really. Well I'm going to battle this addiction, the need to divulge every moment of my life to the world every feeling. I'm not going to confront the guy, I'm too scared lol. this is what facebook has done. Removed the personal at the same time as projecting it out there, broadcasting it. What is this rant about? I had a need to write and so chose to put it on here, I kinda hope this is never read..I use it as my diary. It makes this blog as bad as facebook.
Anyways. Sleep well xxx
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