I was asked to forgive a friend for their lack of communication and general upheavance from my life recently. They hurt me, not talking to me, just cutting off with out a word when I could have done with this friend for some support after I spent much time supporting them. Of course the neednt have asked for my forgivness it was a given that I would forgive them, I don't understand why anyone would want to live in a world where they have to keep tally of who they are and arent friendly with. But I feel perhaps that I am a little soft, I let myself be affected by other peoples lives and stress about what people think of me.
This post isn't written to declare that "IT ALL STOPS NOW" because its not about that. I just need sometimes to aknowledge for myself that I should take a step back and not get caught up in the commotion of others lives. I will always be there for my friend as I could never turn someone in need of help away, but I do feel a little hurt that I am only wanted when I am needed.
Want a laugh? I got in from uni today to find a purple gift bag on the sofa, so i had a peek. Inside was a brown plastic container with a load of dust in it....I didnt figure out it was Grandma until a while later. :S
An upper, going for a meal soon with one group of friends and then having a sleepover with the girlies a couple of nights after. Looking forward to some laughs.
take care xx
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