Had a lovely day today. Bit out of the norm for me to do anything that doesn't involve uni, work, loco or band. Went to visit miss waldis in her home town of ross. It was exciting having to navigate my way there all by myself. I felt almost grownup. We spent the day on the sofa watching jamie oliver and got to dance. It was fab! Nice to just chill and not have a time limit.
I shan't explain the title of the blog because I want to have to read this back in weeks to come and have to wrack my brains to remember and laugh all the more. :)
I'm trying to lose weight again. I did so well last time, I've gone back with weight watchers.my weight is a big issue in my life right now. I have little confidence because of it and I am sick and tired of being disappointed and upset with myself when I look in the mirror. So I'm doing something about it. It starts here! I want to feel attractive again and to put on a pair of jeans and not worry about my stomach hanging out. I want to be able to go on a night out and not feel like a fat turd next to all my beautiful friends. I want a guy to look at me and not immediately dismiss me cause I'm big. So here goes. I'm determined. Its going to happen!
For now. Sleep well.
Xxx
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